She might be hard to read at first because she is unsure of you, but bear with her.
There are days she might blow up your phone and days she might not reply to your texts. There are days she will want to be cradled in your arms and days she doesn’t want you to touch her. There are highs and lows, there are mixed signals and there are endless worries running through her mind because she’s the girl who’s used to being on her own.She wants to allow herself to commit and open up to you, but part of her questions whether or not you will leave. She is used to being on her own so the last thing she wants is to allow herself to open up, to become comfortable and vulnerable to have you walk away. She knows what it feels like to have someone walk out on her, she knows what it feels like to have someone turn their back when things get hard, she knows what leaving feels like because she’s felt it one too many times. Loving the girl who’s always single can be a challenge at first, she’s built her walls up because they’ve become here home and her comfort. She hasn’t built a home out of anyone but herself because she’s learned that the only person who will always be there for her is her. She’s spent a lot of time investing in herself, investing in creating her own happiness and investing in her own hobbies that allowing you into her life is scary. It’s scary because for so long she’s been used to doing things on her own. When she has an itch on her back she’s the one to scratch it. When she needs something from the top of the shelf she’s the one who stands on a chair to get it.
