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Sunday, 23 October 2016

Biggest Mistake

Entahlah. Penat dah menangis sembunyi-sembunyi. pretend I'M STRONG. big girl don't cry.

Kadang-kadang aku saja pujuk balik pada diri,
'Allah, andai ujian seberat ini harus aku hadapi saat ini, tolong beri aku kekuatan. Jangan sesekali aku meragukan takdirMu'.:') Dalam setahun menuntut ilmu di bumi UTM, dan dugaan seperti ini adalah yang paling berat dan dahsyat untuk aku hadapi sepanjang 24 tahun. Disaat hampir tiba di garisan pengakhiran, Dom! Ujian Tuhan yang sangat hebat. Lalu aku hilang diri disaat aku mencari siapa diri aku sebenarnya. Letih sebenarnya jadi seorang Afifah Syafiqah ni. Dia seorang ambitious tapi bila uijan yang sebegini datang, dirinya yang separuh hampir hilang. Dan aku akan ingat ujian ini, sesungguhnya pengajaran terbesar dalam hidup. Doakan Afifah Syafiqah Zolkifli supaya murah rezeki dapat habiskan master secepatnya, dapat kerja elok. Tak sanggup dah tengok adik-adik lack on money, while I'm still broke tak boleh tolong apa apa. Doakan ayah dan ibu Afifah Syafiqah sihat sentiasa,ketika disaat ini mula sakit, masuk hospital dan etc. 
Antara, cita-cita dan impian atau keluarga. Pilihan hati adalah cita-cita dan impian, tapi aku tahu. Semua adalah angan-angan andai keluarga diabaikan.
'AKU CERAIKAN KAU CITA-CITA KU'. :'(
Boleh tak nak nangis puas puas.


Tuesday, 11 October 2016

The Girl Who Is Always Single Won’t Be Easy To Love, But She Will Be Worth It.


She might be hard to read at first because she is unsure of you, but bear with her.

There are days she might blow up your phone and days she might not reply to your texts. There are days she will want to be cradled in your arms and days she doesn’t want you to touch her. There are highs and lows, there are mixed signals and there are endless worries running through her mind because she’s the girl who’s used to being on her own.She wants to allow herself to commit and open up to you, but part of her questions whether or not you will leave. She is used to being on her own so the last thing she wants is to allow herself to open up, to become comfortable and vulnerable to have you walk away. She knows what it feels like to have someone walk out on her, she knows what it feels like to have someone turn their back when things get hard, she knows what leaving feels like because she’s felt it one too many times. Loving the girl who’s always single can be a challenge at first, she’s built her walls up because they’ve become here home and her comfort. She hasn’t built a home out of anyone but herself because she’s learned that the only person who will always be there for her is her. She’s spent a lot of time investing in herself, investing in creating her own happiness and investing in her own hobbies that allowing you into her life is scary. It’s scary because for so long she’s been used to doing things on her own. When she has an itch on her back she’s the one to scratch it. When she needs something from the top of the shelf she’s the one who stands on a chair to get it.

She’s mastered living on her own for herself, but you coming into her life would completely flip her world and that’s scary. She’s probably thought about love for a while, but the idea always seemed so far out of reach. She probably thought that love wasn’t in her deck of cards, but then you came along and it’s scaring the hell out of her. Because as much as she wants you in her life, the only thing that scares her more than you leaving is you staying. She can handle leaving, she’s mastered the art of picking herself back up and moving on, but she doesn’t know what she’d do if you actually stayed. She’s become so comfortable on her own that the thought of you scratching her back or the thought of you reaching for the top shelf makes her a little uneasy because as much as she mastered it on her own, once you come in and start doing those things for her she won’t want you to stop. After she becomes comfortable with you in her life she won’t want you to leave and that’s the hardest thing for her to grasp. The girl who’s always single knows how to be single and she knows how to deal with getting back up on her own, but she doesn’t know how to deal with you staying. Bear with her because the girl who is always single will love the hell out of you, but it just might take her a little more time to get comfortable with you. She will love the way you’re so tall you don’t need a stool to stand on, she will love how you scratch her back, she will love making you morning coffee, she will love you giving her a hand in the kitchen, she will love you sleeping by her side.  She will love every second she has with you because once the perpetually single girl gets comfortable with you, she will open her heart to you and let you in, so please don’t abuse that. Falling for someone she gave her heart to and having him leave after she opened up would destroy her, so please be kind.She might not be easy to love at first, but I can promise you she will be worth it once you peel back the walls she’s built around her and you prove you’re in this for the long haul. She will make it all worth it. Written by Becca Martin


Friday, 7 October 2016

Roadlife dream (Secret that has never been told before)


A long journey need to faced
Nothing was easy in this life. A lot of sacrifice and devoting to get something.
Critics, sleepless night, broke, friends leaving and etc.
.
Dear you,
If you're see this,
I believe you are the best man, the most suit and most understood God give into me.
Either in life career, family,love and bringing our entire family to jannah.
This is my roadlife dream,
Since 16th years old until now,
Never fade.
Afterall,
God know everthing.
.
Dear you,
I love you not just appearance you.
I love your passion, determination and your focus.
I love to see you growing success
And I more love to be with you when you make me feel you need me in your life.
.
Dear you,
I don't want your wealth.
Or your too be so much perfect.
I don't want ask more from you.
I just want growth happily on passing life, living in our own career while when we at home we are team, bestfriend, and a good parent to our future daughter/son.
.
I know you're alive and real.
I pray for you
So finally we could meet soon.
In His way.InsyaAllah

Thursday, 22 September 2016

13:11

Whatever thing we do, make sure its come from a good intention. A good intention would give a good thought and a good way of life. Unfortunately, most people are more loved to discuss a problem rather than to find a solution. A good person is not the one who always demand, but he/she is the one who was never get tired to think and find a way to be a benefit giver in this world. Either in develop a civilized society, helping in growth world economic, protecting flora and fauna for a safer environment and so on.


Reciting the Quran, QS 13:11,

"Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves. And when Allah intends for a people ill, there is no repelling it. And there is not for them besides Him any patron."


Sunday, 21 August 2016

Untukmu, Lelakiku (Surat Balas puisi 'Untukmu, Perempuanku')

Dalam kelahiran, engkau dimuliakan
Dalam perjalanan hidup, engkau dihormatikan
Dalam pengabdian, engkau dibanggakan
Pada ayahnu,
Pada ibumu,
Pada isterimu,
Pada anak-anakmu,
Harapan itu tidak pudar
Kerana engkau terlalu gagah untuk dilupakan
Kerana engkau terlalu bertanggungjawab untuk ditinggalkan
Dalam tatapanmu ada cinta
Di bening bola matamu ada sinar bahagia
Dalam senyummu ada kehidupan
Dalam katamu ada pengertian
Dalam pelukanmu ada kehangatan cinta
Dan didekatmu adalah sumber kekuatan
Dan memilikimu adalah impian
Kepergianmu mematikan hati sepanjang zaman
Membiarkanmu melepasku adalah suatu kepertian
Pertanda berhentinya peradaban dan kesetiaan.

(A.Syafiqah Zolkifli, 2016)
Surat Balas 'Untukmu, Perempuanku'

Untukmu, Perempuanku

Dalam kelahiran, engkau dinantikan
Dalam perjalanan hidup, engkau dielukan
Dalam pengabdian, engkau dibanggakan
Pada ayahmu,
Pada ibumu,
Pada suamimu,
Pada anak-anakmu,
Harapan itu tak lekang
Karena engkau terlalu cantik untuk dilupakan
Karena engkau terlalu naif untuk ditinggalkan
Dalam tatapanmu ada cinta
Di bening bola matamu ada kasih sayang
Dalam senyummu ada kehidupan
Dalam tawamu ada kehangatan
Dalam pelukanmu ada kekuatan
Dan didekatmu adalah harapan
Dan memilikmu adalah impian
Kepergianmu adalah lonceng kematian zaman
Melepasmu adalah tangisan
Pertanda berhentinya peradaban 


(Reni Nuryanti, 2011) 

* sajak pembuka buku "Duhai Perempuan Menulislah"

Saturday, 20 August 2016

Kekasih dari Syurga Firdausi

Tuhan
Aku merindukanMu
Menangis akanMu

Tuhan
Lihatlah ini
Aku yang penuh dengan ruang dosa

Tuhan
Terima kasih atas hadiah ini
Nafas baru yang senantiasa segar setiap pagi
Rupa yang baik
Keluarga yang prihatin
Rezeki yang luas lagi berkah
Teman dan rakan persejuangan yang jujur

Tuhan
Andai ditakdirkan di dunia ini aku tidak ditemukan dengan mana-mana sang pria peneman suri hatiku,
Maka,
Kau damaikanlah hati kedua orang tuaku.
Peliharalah maruah mereka buatku.

Tuhan
Aku percaya kepada takdir dariMu lebih dari apa yang aku rancangkan
Lebih dari apa yang aku inginkan.

Siapa pun yang Kau temukan buat penemanku,
Dunia dan akhirat,
Aku percaya itu datang dariMu.

Tuhan
Lihatlah.
Aku merasa bahagia bersamaMu.

Tuhan
Lihatlah.
Aku merasa tenang berbicara denganMu.

Tuhan
Sedikit pun tidak aku kecewa dengan takdir dariMu.

Tuhan
Untuk kali ini,
Aku berdoa,
Siapa pun dia,
Dia adalah sosok yang terbaik dariMu buatku.


Dan jadikan hati kami redha,
Sehaluan impian dan penuh santun,
Mencintai dan saling menyayangi,
Menerima dan  saling menghormati,
Jujur dan saling setia.

Demi kesempuraan agama kami,
keturunan kami,
Dan harta kami,
Lau membangun sebuah keluarga harmoni.

Amin amin ya rabbal allamin.

Buatmu,
Wahai Kekasih dari Syurga Firdausi